If You Could Remember

If your heart was searching
All the times I have stayed away
Remember loneliness was your best friend

If your heart was waiting
For all the things I didn’t give
Remember needing was only a feeling

If your heart was breaking
For all the pain I caused you
Remember that you found your soul

If your heart was choking
From all my idiosyncrasies
Remember the freedom you realized

If your heart was reaching out
For all that was unsaid
Remember you screamed atop a mountain

If your heart is numb
From all the chaos around you
Remember the peace you felt

If I now find you gone
For all that I didn’t do
Your love will remain with me forever